what do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing

hey ya
wow. i havent written in this thing in a long time. today is john and me's 5 month anniversity. its was soo romantic. gosh do i love my boyfriend. anyways.. here something bc im bored

01. I love looking at the moon.
02. I'm taken
03. I'm nonsensical.
04. When I'm by myself, i sing and dance infront of a mirror
05. I wish I could go to school just for fun.
06. When I'm in the shower, I form possible thesis statements for future papers.
07. I hate when people type in all caps online.
08. I wish I could be a ballerina.
09. I try not to cry in front of people.
10. I have one younger brother.
11. I haven't had a good conversation on AIM in years.
12. I like people who make me laugh.
13. I strive to be a vegetarian.
14. I miss my Nana
15. I am addicted to drawing.
16. I think dorky boys are hot. [my bf.. haha jkjk]
17. I know how to do the Macarena.
18. I adore Matt Jackson.
19. Sarcasm is my friend.
20. I want to try opium.
21. I want to travel more.
22. Sometimes I understand math...sometimes I don't.
23. I have a great relationship with my mom.
24. I've never done a list like this.
25. I procrastinate. (more than i should)
26. I shop thrift stores.
27. I love sleeping ina tank top and underwear.
28. I'm a weird person.
29. I wish I spent more time with my friends.
30. I want to accomplish more of the goals I've set for myself.
31. I love new bed sheets.
32. I write terribly boring livejournals, people tell me they like reading it.
33. I wish I had a job I loved.
34. I need to work out more.
35. I love waking up early and going to bed late.
36. When I die, I want to buried with my husband.
37. I'd also like to finish school too.
38. I would love to run my own restaurant.
39. My parents are married.
40. I love making cakes and cookies.
41. I need to stand in front of the Great Pyramids before I die.
42. I want to study overseas.
43. I don't mind getting shots.
44. I like to sleep.
45. I love coffee.
46. I feel as though few people understand me.
47. I spend too much time thinking.
48. I wish I had people to dance with.
49. I often feel like a clueless, native person.
50. I'm insane.
51. I love taking pictures.
52. I've never had a job at Target.
53. I want to own a log cabin in Vermont.
54. I love having people read to me.
55. I love being in colorguard. haha yeah right
56. I want to be cremated.
57. I am not a good musician, but wish I was.
58. I enjoy talking in front of large groups of people.
59. I don't like the President.
60. I've been to canada.
61. I would like to be a police officer.
62. I saw a UFO once.
63. I never wish I could turn my mind off.
64. i love being creative.
65. I would like to be fluent in another language.
66. I love Queer Eye for the Straight Guy.
67. I've never told anyone all of my secrets.
68. I hate it when people around me are sad. Makes me sad.
69. One can never have too many picture frames.
70. I sing, but not well.
71. I'd love to dance in the rain with my boyfriendd.
72. I wish I had better grammar.
73. I wish I owned more pictures.
74. I love smirnof.
75. I wish I was a real English Lady.
76. I wish I could paint.
77. I like to read.
78. I can go to a clothing store and be there for hours.
79. I want to get married.
80. I like massages and giving them.
81. I hope there is contact between humanity and extraterrestrials before I die. And I hope the extraterrestrials teach us how to be better.
82. Ben and Jerry's ice cream is the best.
83. I think I think too much.
84. I am in love with my friends.
85. I love learning new things.
86. I like to sleep under a bunch of blankets.
87. I love my room.
88. While I've had some close calls, I've never met anyone who really reminds me of me.
89. I wish more people paid attention to the news. And I wish I paid better attention to the news.
90. I was a waitress and it was the worst year of my life.
91. I wish I could live in my own house.
92. I wish I was hungarian.
93. I wish I could spend my entire life traveling.
94. I like old buildings.
95. I think hating someone based on their gender, ethnicity, or sexual preference is stupid.
96. I love the night sky
97. I'm confident.
98. I have lots of regrets, and never believe people who tell me they have none.
99. I want 3 children.
100. I love my hair.

Alright, a quick quiz and i'm done..

1. name: april caroline willard
2. nicknames: ape, rill, babe, hunn.. etc.. shorty.
3. birthday: 2-27-89
4. age: 15
5. place of birth: Connecticut
6. current residence: CT
7. family: mom-pam, dad- stu, brother-robbie,
8. hair color: dark brown
9. hair length: down to mid back
10. eye color: green
11. height: 5'3"
12. Writing hand: Right

* body ills & skills *
13. Can you roll your tongue: yes
14. Do you bite your nails: yes
15. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: yes
16. How long you can hold your breath: like 15 seconds
17. Can you blow spit bubbles: oh hell yes
18. Can you cross your eyes: kinda
19. Colored hair: umm.. dark brown..
20. Tattoos and where: i wish
21. Piercing and where: 4 in one ear and 3 in the other
22. Do you make your bed daily: yes
23. Is your room clean or mess: eh.. clean
24. Which shoe goes on first: right, i think..
25. Speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: yeah, hahahaha
26. How much money is usually in your wallet: usually: atleast 20 but im broke
27. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: my boyfriends chain with his ring on it
28. Would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: late and look great- duhhhhh
29. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl
30. What utensils do you use eating pizza: umm.. my hands?
31. Do you cook: only things in a box or can.. hahaha
32. How often do you brush your teeth: like 2 times a day
33. How often do you shower/bathe: once a day
34. How long do these showers last: 10 minutes tops
35. Hair drying method: towel then leave it until i feel like brushing
36. Do you paint your nails: sometimes
37. Do you mumble to yourself: ALL THE TIME
38. Do you spit in public: uh yeah..
39. Do you pee in the shower: that's gross..
40. In the cds player: my mixes
41. Person you talk most on the phone with: john and Lianne
42. Do you use an alarm clock: yeah
43. Name one thing or person you're obsessed with: john and walking
44. Window seat or aisle: window
45. What?s your sleeping position: stomach i think
46. What kind of bed do you like: one that i can cuddle in and be comfortable
47. In hot weather do you use a blanket: yeah...
48. Do you snore: no
49. Do you sleepwalk: once i did
50. Do you talk in your sleep: yupp.. lianne hates it
51. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on: with the tv on mute, i'm scared of the dark
52. Watched Bambi: yeah..
53. Cried: once or twice a week
54. Talked on the phone: yeah, numerous times today
55. Read a book: yeah.. summer reading..
56. Punched someone: haha my brotherr.. but she deserved it so it's all good
57. Where do you see yourself ten years from now: living with john in the woods with 108 acres of land in a house with a wrap around porch
58. Who are you going to be married to and where: john.. and i dontknow
59. How many kids do you want to have: 3 i want 2 boys and 1 girl
60. Your profession: FBI agent or CSI
61. Future school: SCSU

* friends *
62. Who is your best friend: lianne
63. What friend do you hang out with the most: lianne
64. What friend makes you smile the most: joe
65. Friend that you fight with the most: lianne
66. One you talk to the most online: marissa, tahsa, and lianne
67. Friend that you miss the most: kendra
68. How old were you when you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend: 12
69. Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes i do!!
70. Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend: no, i got mine
71. Have you ever cheated on anyone: yes once but regret it
72. Has anyone ever cheated on you: ohh yeah
73. Have you ever really been in love: yes, twice but i am VERY MUCH now
74. Have you ever told someone you loved him or her without meaning it: nope
75. Do you have a crush on anyone: only john..
76. Does this person know you like him/her: duhhh
77. How long have you liked this person: since 6th grade
*this or that*
78. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
79. Sunrise or sunset: sunset
80. Apples or oranges: oranges
81. Silk or cotton: Silk
82. Math or Science: Science
83. Pink or yellow: PINK!!!!!!!!
84. Hot or cold: cold
85. Pen or pencil: Pen
86. Beach or lake: BEACH
87. Bacon bits or croutons: CROUTONS.. haha LHHS CG
88. Poor but happy or rich but sad: poor but happy

LAST...
: x: movie you rented = The Texas CHainsaw Massacre
: x: movie you bought = jeepers creepers with my bf but he did
: x: song you listened to = shadow- Ashlee Simpson
: x: song that was stuck in your head = lean back ((thanx Merke))
: x: cds you listened to = my mix and three days grace
: x: person you've called = john
: x: person that's called you = john
: x: TV show you've watched = Less Than Perfect
: x: person you were thinking of = john

DO...
: x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yeah, VT baby
: x: others find you attractive = i dont know
: x: you want more piercings = yeah, belly button and eyebrow
: x: you like cleaning = sometimes
: x: you like roller coasters = FUCK YEAH!!
:x: you write in cursive or print = print, i can't write in cursive

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = sure
:x: using someone = against
:x: driving drunk = AGAINST
:x: soap operas = me and lianne live in soap operas

FAVORITE...
:x: food = spagetti & meatballs
:x: thing to do = hang out with my ladies and my baby
:x: thing to talk about = boys and such
:x: sports = softball
:x: drinks = shirley temple
:x: clothes = ones you can skate in.. ((boy clothes))
:x: movies = scarrrrrry
:x: music = rock and some rap and oldies
:x: band/singer = trapt
:x: holiday = my birthday
:x: new nerdy saying = goober
:x: Disney movie = beauty & the beast
:x: scent = my bf
:x: guy name = Kaleob
:x: girl name = Gabriella
:x: eye color = blue with green or hazel
:x: class = english
:x: person to talk to = marissa, lianne, john
:x: flower = white or pink rose
:x: piercing = belly button

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = sometimes
:x: funny = sure why not
:x: hot = um nope
:x: friendly = most of the time
:x: amusing = yeah i guess
:x: ugly = probably
:x: loveable = yupp i am
:x: caring = Of course.
:x: sweet = Sweet as sugar.
:x: dorky = fuck yeah! haha

-FAVES-
COLOR: blue
SHOES: Gallaz
TEACHER: mrs. martha
AGE: 21 bitch!
NUMBER: 3
ICE CREAM: chocolate
BOOK: Born Blue
FAST FOOD JOINT: Mickie D
REAL RESTURANT:
STATE: vermont

-FRIENDS-
BEST: Lianne
SWEETEST: Deana
CUTEST: Joe
HOTTEST: oh, they are all sexy
SILLIEST: marissa and tasha
STUPIDEST: i dont have any
TALLEST: jenn
SHORTEST: erika
MOST FRIENDLY: all of them
MOST POPUALR: none- we are all losers haha
LEAST POPUALR: all of us
BIGGEST FLIRT: daleth
BEST DRIVER: bryan
WORST DRIVER: i dont know
FUNNIEST: tasha and marissa
BEST DRESSED: crystalin
BEST HAIR: daleth
WORST HAIR: prolly mine!!
PRETTIEST EYES: crystalin
BEST SMILE: daleth
SMARTEST: John haha ;-D
BIGGEST PLAYER: ricky
KNOWS YOU THE BEST: lianne and john
CALLS YOU THE MOST: john and lianne
EMAILS YOU THE MOST: idk..
CALLS YOU LEAST: ben
EMAILS YOU THE LEAST: idk..
COULD BE A COMEDIAN: justin
BEST SINGER: jamie
WORST SINGER: lol i dont know
WOULD ROOM WITH: stevie
NOT ROOM WITH: lianne... bc i annoy her

-RANDOM-
WHO IS YOUR HERO: the pope
WHY: because i tell everyone that
WHERE IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE: hungry with my bf
WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH A MILLION DOLLARS: make my dream house and get married to john and buy him anything
HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE ANSWERING THE PHONE: 2
HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU BRUSH YOUR HAIR: like 7 lol

-THIS/THAT-
PEPSI/COKE: Coke
SHOES/SANDALS: shoes
SOCKS/BAREFOOT: barefoot
RING/NECKLACE: both
PROM/HOMECOMING: both
FRIENDS/FAMILY: Friends
BOWLING/MINI GOLF: MINI GOLF
DAY/NIGHT: Night
CD/RADIO: radio
4 DOORS/2 DOORS: 2 doors
WEEKENDS/WEEK DAYS: Weekends

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